In a moment I think to myself,

Was this in the plan for me?

In a moment I wish for myself

That I could have both, so selfishly.

What am I gonna do when I choose?

Oh, I'll lose you.

If I could have anything, everything,

Would I still choose you?

Here we go again,

Here we go again,

Here we go again with the same old shit,

I'm tired of being me.

Telling me, "Oh baby I miss you,"

Won't do anything for me.

But thinking how badly I want to kiss you

Is far greater misery.

What are you gonna do

When I don't end up choosing you?

I could have anything, everything,

And I don't choose you.

I've got a lover, he's my best friend.

I think nothing of you 'cause I'm at the end of my days

Drinking loud and thinking 'bout you.

I've got a lover who's special to me,

Wouldn't do nothing like the shit you did to me.

Never gonna leave him for you.

I don't need anyone when it's just you and me, baby.

I could have anyone but I just wanted you, baby.

Here we go again,

Here we go again,

Here we go again with the same old shit,

I'm tired of being me.

This lovesick scratch in my brain,

Dying to be free.

Dying to be free, baby you and me.

Dying to be free.

Dying to be free, baby you and me.

Dying to be free.