I'm trying

Still fighting

But I find it hard to understand

The meaning

Of this feeling

Everything around me, all the change

But I'll be okay

I'm getting used to being this way

I'm floating

Ghostly

Sometimes I'm afraid I won't return

Do you see me?

Do you notice?

Getting one step further every day

But I'll be okay

I'm just not used to being myself

Feel like I'm floating up above of all the people that I love

I'm just not present in the moment even though I've tried it all

Being a ghost among the living forces me to recall

All of those memories that never died and made me feel alone

But that's all gone

I've moved on

I'll try and stay strong

But I'll be okay

Swear I'll be okay