Trazodone

I searched for God

I need to hand can you answer me

I'm alone

What is this damage you handed me

I'm afraid

Yeah I admit that I'm panicking

Should I stay

Or should I pop til I rest in peace

They don't get me it's fine cuz I don't need to explain

Abused and bending my mind she told me lies everyday

Now I don't care

I need to sleep but I can't

Your not aware

I got this feeling

And I think I see a ghost right in front of me

The reaper is coming

And how my bones ache and buckle

I feel sick to my stomach

I'm down the road don't follow me

It's not what you wanted

And pray to God I feel happy again

You killed my smile

And all the light in my life and I'm seeing clouds

Love don't feel so enticing

I needed out

Trazodone feeding the fight

And I can't stand on this height

And I swear to God I don't like this

Do you believe in God

Or think you see through the cover

I think it's cheaper to struggle

I think I'm eager to suffer

I'm blaming me

Know I'm the root my problems

Don't look to God when I've got em

He's not the reason I'm rotten

I'll find my peace

If I'm not leaving my coffin

I'll probably breathe in the toxin

No fever dream to get lost in

Think this is it

I'm only here for this moment

I haven't made it the most of

But i'll try

And I think I see a ghost right in front of me

The reaper is coming

And how my bones ache and buckle

I feel sick to my stomach

I'm down the road don't follow me

It's not what you wanted

And pray to God I feel happy again