Connecticut

i wash myself but i don’t feel clean

is this what it means to be 18

was new york city meant for me

why do my hands still smell like cigarettes

chain smoking he said

“slow down, you gotta breathe”

what am i doing? how did i get here?

somebody tell me, im making a mistake

i’m making a mistake

you come calling, i come crawling

i say things that i don’t mean

cause i don’t know how i should go about this anymore

you come calling, i come crawling

i say things that i don’t mean

cause i don’t know how i should go about this anymore

take a car late at night

pick me up, come outside

i can tell you’re alone

girls too young in your home

power trip, im sick of it

yes i’ll come i’ll admit

we’re in march and it’s cold

but you should know you’re too old

you come calling i come crawling

i say things that i don’t mean cause

i don’t know how i should go about this anymore

i don’t know how to go i don’t know i don’t know

i don’t know how to go i don’t know i don’t know