Mark Decesare's House Party

I'm not home

I'm on a quest to find meaning On some road going anywhere

With the family I chose thrilled to see it all for the first time

There's nowhere I have to be and nowhere I'd rather go

Back when time was the only thing we had an endless supply of

I stayed home no one expected to see me

I stayed home because it can be overwhelming

Without anyone

Surrounded but alone

Barely occupying the sidelines

When it was up to me where all of my moments go

Now life just gets in the way expects nearly everything

When it was up to me where all of my moments go

Things keep getting in the way

I lose track of everything

As our lives change our strategies should change too

I recognize my role in this

I miss you

As our lives change our routines should change too

I'm not blameless

I miss you.