Hopeless

I know things may seem hopeless

It's just you walkin' that road

Am I too far to be open

Am I on my own

Will you understand my pain

Will you understand my cause

I've been around I've been down been having some doubts

For a while now

Call me Mara I'm bitter and empty now

Call it out

You've taken so much from me

How am I to see the goodness in hopelessness

I put the weight on me

So much that I could not see

Anytime that you needed relief

I always felt your defeat

All that stress can lead to burnout

All the memories that we had churned out

And your family is not sure now

You been dealing things you perserved now

Left me scared and defeated

Heart is depleted

Gone with the season

Lost for no reason

Needing a reason

Now I have someone to pick up the pieces

When resting in lies I'm in a bind

I do this every time

Shutting my mouth and closing my eyes

Reminiscing for the better times

But nowadays no need to rewind

Because today I have fine wine

I'm tired of drinking out of spite

That only leads to more lies

It was your last wish to recompense

A holy gift I don't deserve

You comfort me you favor me

How could I repay all I've lost

A holy gift I don't deserve

That paid the price the cost for me

Call me Mara I'm bitter and empty now

Call it out

You've taken so much from me

How am I to see the goodness in hopelessness

I'm stronger I'm better

I'm stronger now

I'm stronger I'm better

I'm stronger now

I'm stronger I'm better

I'm stronger now

I'm stronger I'm better

I'm stronger now