Still patient in life but know it's it's Now or Neva

Damn near of half of decade of freedom who could measure clever

Never been on whateva it was all calculated

add to the fact im from a place where some will Neva make it

I feel jaded cause lately love unappreciated

I've contemplated and made it

How could they ever hate it?

I'm fine with being myself

Ain't wanna be no star

Know ima shine

Never question who you are

And even when they do

You better know the answer

Doubt is the biggest killer of dreams

Shits a cancer

Ay libra scale tales hopin I prevail

Ay freedum over failure nigha fuck jail

I ain't know the devil well we ain't never gel

If Heaven ain't hard to find them why we live in hell?

Remember being on them blocks tryna pitch and sell

Being ace in paid in full still ah get you nailed

I was thinkin mansa musa then I heard computers

Still miss Wayne and Budda like fucknthey shooters

Still miss my nigha Thomas I swear he kept me honest

Wish he could see us all now

I got my own designer

At my **** u know we still don't love these hoes

They out here for eybody

U know how dat shit goes

I was playin OKC out there wit big Ki

never knew she was a HoE

Tory Lanze "jokes on me"

I did that honest thing w that promise ring

Never meant a thing

I ain't buying dreams

And I know "MeeK" chasing em

I'm in my own lane ion give a fuck who Racing em

I'm Still patient with life but know it's now or never

We never better they fuckin the weather up

Look at ya mindset you never up

You need better luck

Kings dreams woke Coretta up

I congregated wit bosses

They like let em up

So I've been in the presence of greatness looked death in the face

They say fakeness is tasteless

I said all that to say you could never question ya maker

That's why nobody loving they neighbors they rather borrow ask for favors then they turn into haters

That's how they made us they use to trades us now Nighaz that get money watch they forget where they came

from jus they nature in the belly of the beast so when we pray to the East just know it's about peace

But still I wonder if they'll do me like mummar if I keep makin my salahs and droppin jewels like jumar

Shout out to DR.UMAR they hate a nigha that know himself and real African rulers

Remember knowledge of self

Is jus acknowledging self

We still pondering death

Why y'all mad that I ain't pandering death jus be glad I'm saving lives with this life I got left

I know some nighaz they got left

Cause they refused to change

Now they memory felt