Fuck’s sake, I think my brain could lately use a software update

I can’t remember the last night I wasn’t up late

I think my doctor meant a different drug than what my friends do at clubs

When they say to uptake

Tough break, but sometimes we gotta catch ‘em

‘Cause life is way too clever, she don’t work how we imagine

Back then, I only wiped a tear when it had come from laughing

Sometimes I look around and ask "What happened?", yeah

These days, I barely open up my Instagram

These days, my serotonin comes in milligrams

Lay awake as I’m staring at my ceiling fan

Just like the thoughts inside my head, the spinning never ends

Oh-oh-oh, It can get hard to breathe

And then my heart starts to bleed

Turn my pain off

Oh-oh-oh, I can’t control part of me

So hit control, alt, delete

Turn my brain off

Just wait (Damn), let me close out some tabs

Too many open in my mind, I think my system might crash

It’s hard to live inside the moment when you froze on the past

What if I don’t want the answers to the question I have?

Like OCD, ADHD, thank you random PhD

Overthink, over drink, someone check my BAC

What I know, up in smoke, someone rolled a THC

I must’ve missed the wake up call, my phone' on DND

These days, I barely open up my Instagram

These days, my serotonin comes in milligrams

Lay awake as I’m staring at my ceiling fan

Just like the thoughts inside my head, the spinning never ends

These days, I barely open up my Instagram

These days, my serotonin comes in milligrams

Lay awake as I’m staring at my ceiling fan

Just like the thoughts inside my head, the spinning never ends

Oh-oh-oh, It can get hard to breathe

And then my heart starts to bleed

Turn my pain off

Oh-oh-oh, I can’t control part of me

So hit control, alt, delete

Turn my brain off

Oh-oh-oh, It can get hard to breathe

And then my heart starts to bleed

Turn my pain off

Oh-oh-oh, I can’t control part of me

So hit control, alt, delete

Turn my brain off