This feeling has caught up with me again

The looming fog has shrouded me in pain

I try to run but it always catches up with me

I'll find pleasure in misery

I changed my hair, changed my face, changed my name

But I couldn't wash away the stench of shame

The truth is I'm a coward at heart

My yellow belly hidden beneath a facade

Another Lie, another day longer

Desire for death is getting stronger

This my punishment, this is torture

I am cursed to live forever

Another day, one step closer to the grave

Take me to the gallows and

Let me hang

Watch me hang!

I pushed the blade deep inside

But my blood just corroded the knife

My venomous heart melting right through the steel

I try to tear it out but I like the way it feels

Sitting there taunting me, the burning sensation haunting me

It's screaming at me

To open my eyes

I watched you burn everything to the fucking ground

Left me with nothing

I'm just a ghost cursed to wander alone

With every day my body grows colder

Put me 6 feet under

Put me 6 feet under

I'll never leave

That's what you said to me

And now you're just a bad memory