If I Had Known

It didn’t feel real

When I got the call

That you weren’t here

There were no warning signs

No heads up

Nothing was clear

No I can’t say goodbye

Even if I even if I try

If I’d known you’d be gone

I would’ve done things different

But I didnt

Yea I’m still asking why

If anything would’ve fixed it

I’m just wishin

We could have one last laugh

We could’ve closed our tab

Before you had to go

If only I had known

I broke down in silence

Trying to drown out the pain

Tryin to understand why

I was the pacing the room

Thousand thoughts of you

On my mind

No I can’t say goodbye

Even if I even if I try

If I’d known you’d be gone

I would’ve done things different

But I didnt

Yea I’m still asking why

If anything would’ve fixed it

I’m just wishin

We could have one last laugh

We could’ve closed our tab

Before you had to go

If only I had known

No I can’t say goodbye

Even if I even if I tried