Embers

Feeling restless

Can I find some peace?

This constant pain is

Starting to get to me

Feeling helpless

I search for remedies

But the more I'm trying

The less I succeed

I guess I paved the way

To be the witness to my own decay

I won't give up on me

Even if I live life in agony

Out of luck and out of time

But I'm breathing

Still hoping that I'll find

Deeper meaning

In all these heavy-minded days

When will I find my saving grace?

I'm taking back all that I had

Still holding the embers in my hand

I'd rather feel the pain than fade away

Than fade away

I refused to bend

Now I'm about to break

There's no mind over matter

Now watch me dissipate

I guess I paved the way

To be the witness to my own decay

I won't give up on me

Even if I live life in agony

Out of luck and out of time

But I'm breathing

Still hoping that I'll find

Deeper meaning

In all these heavy-minded days

When will I find my saving grace?

I'm taking back all that I had

Still holding the embers in my hand

I'd rather feel the pain than fade away

Watch my decay

All of my fears come back haunting me

As the weight of my world's crushing down on me

I gave what I had and I finally see

That a new horizon's awaiting me

Out of luck and out of time

But I'm breathing

Still hoping that I'll find

Deeper meaning

In all these heavy-minded days

When will I find my saving grace?

Out of luck and out of time

But I'm breathing

Still hoping that I'll find

Deeper meaning

In all these heavy-minded days

When will I find my saving grace?

I'm taking back all that I had

Still holding the embers in my hand

I'd rather feel the pain, feel the pain

Feel the pain than fade away

All of my fears come back haunting me

As the weight of my world crashes down on me

I gave what I had and I finally see

That a new horizon's awaiting

I watch my hand burning

Over and over again