Why did you disrepair eighteen?

I'm forever there

Our eyes are disconnected as you redefine the way you left it

I won't fall asleep until I'm feeling our pulses sync

Into your aftercare

Take a breath and spill my stare

It's not that different when I'm aware

So try and answer me

Why did you disrepair eighteen?

I'm forever there

I would try to make amends (If I would try)

If only me alive was on my checklist (Cause I'll still die)

I just shake, you won't know

And you're so grateful

When I crave how I'll go

My heart never beats this slow

I'm gonna die here

Take a breath and spill my stare

It's not that different when I'm aware

So try and answer me

Why did you disrepair eighteen?

I'm forever there

Separate in sorrow (I'll just separate)

Medicate 'til hollow (While I medicate)

Separate in sorrow (I'll just separate)

Medicate 'til hollow (While I medicate)

Separate in sorrow (I'll just separate)

Medicate 'til hollow

Take a breath and spill my stare

It's not that different when you're not there

Answer me

Why did you disrepair eighteen?

I'm forever there

(Take a breath and spill my stare

It's not that different when I'm aware)

I'm forever there