Laugh Track

I hurt more than I'd like to admit

But I'll always go along with the bit

I'll never forget when you told me

"When people make jokes they're supposed to be funny"

I say I too much which isn't so good

And think of other people way more than I should

People pleasing is just as self-focused

As narcissism and now I've taken notice

Oh it hurts oh it hurts oh it hurts to look inward

I'm not mean I'm not mean I'm not mean I'm just immature

When I turn on the TV

In the flaws, that's where I see me

All their shitty behavior

Makes me feel like less of a failure

All rights reserved

On the version of me I no longer deserve

And guess what? I'm without intermission

Am I worth the price of admission?

My whole life's the punchline, that's how it's starting to feel

My favorite movie's Truman Show and isn't that ideal

Cause I always pretend cameras lurk

Whenever I make a wrong turn

Waiting for the viewers to skewer me

My stomach churns relentlessly

Thinking about me while the world starts to end

Feeling like I'm "Ted Mosby, architect"

Don't break character now, I was doing so well, I was carefree

Have to keep convincing myself I'm not sad I'm just an angsty teen

When I turn on the TV

In the flaws, that's where I see me

All their shitty behavior

Makes me feel like less of a failure

All rights reserved

On the version of me I no longer deserve

And guess what? I'm without intermission

Am I worth the price of admission?

We're all laughing

Is it with me or at me?

Such loud laughing

Nothing's that funny

We're all laughing

Is it with me or at me?

Such loud laughing

Such loud laughing

Such loud laughing

Is it with me or at me?

When I turn on the TV

In the flaws, that's where I see me

All their shitty behavior

Makes me feel like less of a failure

All rights reserved

On the version of me I no longer deserve

And guess what? I'm without intermission

Am I worth the price of admission

Am I worth the price?