There's only one place that I want to be

Home with you girl

So I can hear you breathe

With your hair up like you do

And that face you give me when you've missed me

I've missed our girl so god damn much

I've smoked a lot and I feel so rough

I guess

this is what I want to do

Keeping half smoked smokes and sing to half filled rooms.

I was young and irresponsible about a year ago

And it's impossible to tell if my hands will ever warm up

I don't believe in growing up

But look at me now, I'm engaged to b

e married

I'm only 23 and I've got myself a family

She's not mine and she never will be

I'm reminded everyday

She's not mine and it fucking kills me

She won't look at me that way

I was young and irresponsible about a year ago

And it's impossible to tell if

my hands will ever warm up

I don't believe in growing up