I Used To

I used to think a lover's body

Weaker than the rest

You know I used to dream of eyes

I so longed to impress

Far too many times

Have I been led astray

And now I can't find the legs

To walk away

I used to think that all the world was mine

Funny what the world does

When you cry

I used to go out looking

For another lover's smile

Now I wonder where my own will go to die

I used to think the others

Would do all the things you won't

I used to

Now I don't

I used to think that hurting you

Would make you love me more

You know I used to be so proud

I used to be so sure

I used to pray for us to find

Our separate ways alone

You know I used to be so proud

I used to be so wrong

I used to make everyone

That wasn't me not count

I used to

Now I don't

I used to love another, baby

Purely out of spite

Cause if anyone could take it

I just thought you might

In so many ways am I

The one to blame

And now with you gone

I'm lonesome like the rain