Nothing lasts forever

At least nothing worth living for

I thought I escaped this, I thought I survived this

But now it's suffocating me

I can't begin to explain it

I know it's over

Repeat the lie that I'll make it out alive

Please give me peace

Put me out of my misery

Further

In the abyss I start to slip

Further

Into my head, am I losing it?

Further

Until I don't what's real or make believe

Under the surface where I can no longer

Feel the air around me, I wonder

Are the thoughts inside my head trying to deceive me?

How do I calm myself?

Intrusive thoughts are ruining me

Talk me off the edge

Heavily breathing, I feel my pulse always racing

And I keep feeding the beast as I'm almost broken completely

I wanna feel something that isn't panic

I know it's there, will I ever have it?

Waves come falling from the sky

I let them wash me away

I think it might be my time

First it felt like the rain

Then it turned into waves

I let them wash me away

I let them wash me away

(Wash me away)

(Wash me away)

Wash me away