One day you will enter the amalgam of forever

You'll learn I'm not who I claim to be

I can feel their scrying hands rummaging inside of me

They know what spills from this broken soul

Put my ghost to the blade for mistakes never made

My spirit forsaken for actions never, never taken

I will linger within this fog won't you let me dissolve

Dissolve

Shudder to think what becomes of me

Once I join their rank

In their heavenly presence

I am the snake

I thought I'd built up something safe

But I have learned, you can't build your home

From nothing but sticks and faith

Sometimes I don't want to heal from this

To admit I've been losing for so long

Don't want to hear of resilience I just want to dissolve

Unworthy to carry these thoughts before you.

Liberate any good that's left in my heart

And let the idea of me find shelter in the pit of your stomach

The dead inside my mind

Know what you'll learn in time

The dead behind my eyes

Know I'm not your kind

I will linger within this fog

Won't you let me dissolve