I just ate a big fat burger

The dopamine was not enough

So now I find myself on pornhub

Watching stuff that's way to rough

I try to call you right after

But you never pick up

The line was busy my best friends too

Damn, what a luck

Used me to talk about your problems

Before I became one

Well before the night you realised

I can be way too blunt

See words lose meaning when I lose myself

In a couple of drinks

Sometimes it's easier to hide myself

And forget how to think

When all your actions seem so greedy and you know it's all your fault

When all you can say is"I'm sorry" or"I drank too much"

Oh please just call me I owe you an apology

For the hundredth time I'll tell you everything you never wanted to hear

I'm not denying

That I've done wrong

And I'm not begging

For another shot

You see I can't escape past me

And mistakes were done

So I'll take another shot a coke whiskey or a blunt

When all your actions seem so greedy and you know it's all your fault

When all you can say is"I'm sorry" or"I drank too much"

Oh please just call me I owe you an apology

For the hundredth time I'll tell you everything you never wanted to hear xtwo

I woke up to messages

Of you pouring out your rage

You expected nothing less

And yet had hoped that I had changed

So I'll quit drinking

For another 14 days

'Til I get bored and then

Then I'll do it all again