Been a year I haven’t shed a tear

It never happened

And I get why we couldn’t say goodbye

So I still haven’t

I spoke to all our friends

We said we’d reconnect

Plans we made disintegrated

into dust and ashes

I don’t wanna think wanna think about

If I could’ve talked could’ve talked you down

I don’t wanna think I don’t wanna think about

Ashes in the air dust in the ground

I had a dream we talked about it all

It felt like magic

And I was happy I knew where to find you in your absence

But dreams are cruel like that

They come and don’t come back

Like an ancient city time has turned to dust and ashes

I don’t wanna think wanna think about

If I could’ve talked could’ve talked you down

I don’t wanna think I don’t wanna think about

Ashes in the air dust in the ground

Ashes in the air dust in the ground

Ashes in the air dust in the ground

Ashes in the air dust in the ground

Could’ve tried could’ve caught this

Hard deny I brick walled it

I don’t like being thoughtless

But if I’m being honest I

I don’t wanna think wanna think about

If I could’ve talked could’ve talked you down

I don’t wanna think I don’t wanna think about

Ashes in the air dust in the ground

Ashes in the air dust in the ground

Ashes in the air dust in the ground

Ashes in the air dust in the ground