I was just hiding away from the sun

Like a vampire in chains

It's in my veins

One day, you'll see me

And I won't be fighting for my life

Anymore

Wash it, wash it down (wash it, wash it down)

Spit it, spit it out (spit it, spit it out)

I'm falling down (wash it, wash it down)

I can't see my way out anymore now (wash it, wash it, spit it, spit it)

I can't see who I am anymore (spit it, spit it out)

How?

I was just crawling away from the shell of myself

I've been hiding in

Now it's caving in

I am afraid of my own skeletons

I'm a shaking bag of bones

Furthest thing from

Whole

Wash it, wash it down (wash it, wash it down)

Spit it, spit it out (spit it, spit it out)

I'm falling down (wash it, wash it down)

I can't see my way out anymore now (wash it, wash it, spit it, spit it)

I can't see who I am anymore (spit it, spit it out)

How?

I am running away

I was never okay, I wept at your grave

Scattered your ashes in the corners of my body

So I could house you

'Til I am gone too

Wash it, wash it down (wash it, wash it down)

Spit it, spit it out (spit it, spit it out)

I'm falling down (wash it, wash it down)

I can't see my way out anymore now (wash it, wash it, spit it, spit it)

I can't see who I am anymore (spit it, spit it out)

How?