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Null
Metal
Skladba Null vyšla 28. prosince 2025 10583388 Records DK na albu Fracture
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Datum vydání28. prosince 2025
Štítek10583388 Records DK
Melodičnost
Akustičnost
Valence
Tanečnost
Energie
BPM86

Kredity

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Andy Crookshank
Andy Crookshank
Other Instrument
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Andy Crookshank
Andy Crookshank
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Andy Crookshank
Andy Crookshank
Producer

Texty

The quiet settled in
And the truth rose up in the emptiness
One child in the photographs
Her smile dimmed by my absence
She reached for me once
Small hand, soft voice
But I was already fading
Already drifting
Now her memory is a window
I press my forehead against
My wife stopped calling my name
Stopped hoping I'd turn towards her
I whispered someday like a broken prayer
But someday collapsed under my silence
And I kept sinking inward
Distant, hollow, unreachable
A presence without a pulse
Her stillness told the story
I never had the courage to hear
And I can't get those years back
The ones I watched fall through my hands
But I'm here now, trembling in the doorway
Barely standing, barely breathing
Trying to stay before everything else I love
Turns to memory and moves on without me
The pets grew old
Their slow steps waiting at the door
While I moved like a stranger in my own home
And my parents
I thought I had another season
Another call, another chance
But the night the phone rang
The world turned colder, and lonelier
Than I ever knew I could bear
Now the rooms hold the weight of what I missed
And the air feels heavy with unfinished goodbyes
I sit in the dark without fighting it anymore
Letting the years press their shadows into me
There's no fire left to chase
No illusion that time owes me
Just a quiet acceptance
The life I should've held close
Slipped by me
And there's no reaching back for it now
No, I can't bring those days back
Can't call out to what's already gone
But I'm here now, worn down and shaking
Standing in the last light that remains
If there's anything left that hasn't left me yet
I'll try to hold it without trembling
Though the truth is sinking deep inside
Most of what I needed
Has already learned to live
Without me
Written by: Andy Crookshank
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