I don't need anymore of those magic moments

You know the kind

What I seek now is a methodology for peacefulness between my heart and mind

Desires have simplified

When I get what I thought that I was looking for

It comes lead-lined

It usually comes looking like a lover flouncing, foolish, in his prime

Suddenly I've got the time

Here's to the walking talking feeling breathing housing place to whatever dropped me inside

So far it's a lot of thinking, loving, drinking, crying, singing, wondering when I'll thrive

I can worry so much that I won't leave my house

In case that I find

A memory that comes creeping round the corner yelling at me, fury eyed

Yet I don't worry about dyin'

If I get caught up in thoughts of what might happen

When I leave behind

The other side seems so mystifying to me in those moments I can cry

Could someone tell me why?

Here's to the walking talking feeling breathing housing place to whatever dropped me inside

So far it's a lot of thinking, loving, drinking, crying, singing, wondering when I'll thrive