What am I saying today

What am I saying

Every single morning feeling like different person

I've been bruised by a heart break

Hurt by a burnt face

I was optimistic, now expecting every worst case

I keep reminiscing, I can't concentrate on anything

I feel so defeated the nostalgia is consuming me

I escape my mind when I'm high or when I'm creating

My art is what I turn to when I feel like breaking everything

I've been in and out of states

High as fuck I'm out of here

I think I'm from out of space

I don't think I can breathe the air

I keep losing sleep about it

Tossing turning every night

I hate that I go from feeling free to feeling trapped inside no

I don't wanna carry this weight

I don't wanna feel the pressure

I don't wanna lose my self yeah

I don't wanna waste your time yeah

I don't wanna hold you back yeah

So please don't call my name yeah

Don't get too attached

I don't want to be saved

Purging my soul let my light shine through

Really tryna see what the music can do

Purging my soul let my light shine through

Really tryna see what the music can do