Living in a lye

It's easier for a while I know but then it eats you up

and breaks you down, I know how you feel but

Nothing is good enough When all the dreams lay dead before your eyes

and desperation force your mind to shame

You just need a place to not be yourself

My eyes are closed but I'm awake

Breathing in the lies

My eyes are closed but I'm awake

Breathing in the lies

No One understands

It's hard to come out clean and show the cards the worlds too close and still so far away

You know you need to be caught and still you keep on smiling, keep on dying Slowly all alone you're forced to shame

You just need a place to not be yourself

My eyes are closed but I'm awake

Breathing in the lies

My eyes are closed but I'm awake

Breathing in the lies

My eyes are closed but I'm awake

My eyes are closed but I'm awake

Breathing in the lies

And you stand with a rebel's pose