I don’t wanna be this person

ruining the memories

tainting all the backyard days

when you and me were thick as thieves

but I don’t really know how to be happy for you

I hate that when you’re winning it just ruins my mood

and I hope you make it big but I want it for me too

I want it for me too

why do you write me off, as if I’m half your size

you like to

play a god, sat up there in the sky

and now I’m questioning everything, am I irrelevant

I miss when we were friends

but I’m just not not that evolved

so I’m praying on your downfall

I let you in the house but then you closed all the doors

you’re acting like you’ve never even met me before

I know that you’ve been quietly keeping the score

and I’m falling short

watching you up on your throne

your head’s so big it might explode

I’ve kissed your feet, but you should know

I’m here to keep you on your toes

while you write me off, as if I’m half your size

you like to play a god, sat up there in the sky

and now I’m questioning everything, am i irrelevant

I miss when we were friends

but I’m just not that evolved

so I’m praying on your downfall

we get it baby girl you really wanna be famous

but you’re shoving me aside, it feels a little bit shameless

I think there could be room for both of us on stage

but I know you don’t wanna share the space

You always write me off, as if I’m half your size

you like to play a god, sat up there in the sky

and now I’m questioning everything, am i irrelevant

I miss when we were friends

but I’m just not that evolved

so I’m praying on your downfall