Medicate Myself

I hear you cryin' for me But I see the anger in your eyes I want what will not judge me I need what keeps me warm inside A man without a purpose Stares from the mirror on the wall You think you know my problems I think that you don't know my at all I don't believe I suffer Disease as you proclaim And I don't believe that I should kneel and hang my head in shame Held prisoner by a monkey Strapped on behind my back And while I sit ablaze The light is slowly fading into the black So I I've got to medicate myself again I've got to medicate myself again I've got to medicate myself again Cause you don't need me hanging 'round One more drink and I will be drowned I know you hate to see me As I defeat myself this way You know you can't control me You know I'm slipping day by day Down into my obsession Down in the hole where I belong And when this fight is over You will stay right here and I will be gone So I I've got to medicate myself again 3x I found you broken And lying on the floor An empty bottle in the drain I put my hand right through the kitchen door I've got to medicate myself again Cause you don't need me hanging 'round I barely get my coat off and you're already Crawling down my back again Yeah you get to watch me sinking down One more drink and I will be drowned I've got to medicate myself again