As I relive all the twisted, dark sides of a tainted memory

I realize that the facets I hide continue to haunt me

I can't forgive all the punishment that they dealt me blow by blow

I used to feel some sympathy for the ones who didn't know

It's gone

Father sits blank, his thoughts are of second son

Crying tears of shame

Father, he went and led his own life astray

And you're not to blame

He got sucked up by the angel he lusted

He'll never be the same

He keeps on fighting, his demons decided

(Recessive mental fate)

I ain't lying, gone

Gone, it's gone

Gone, it's gone

Gone, it's gone

Gone

I'm so fucking stressed out, want to blow my brains out

Guess the pressure's getting to me

I just can't shake this feeling of worthlessness

As I stare at the ceiling, a useless mess

No god or drug can save me from my distress

Only my friend, my brother, can rebuild what is left

Gone