Is this a dream

I hoped this call was not real

But the silence that followed grew heavier on my skin

How could this be?

I swear I just saw you

Wearing the biggest smile, I guess I just got fooled

So I asked them to repeat your name, their response remained the same

For you to die by suicide, it doesn't make sense

How would I not regret having the chance to make a difference?

It's not a game!

I wish it was, I would've press restart..

There's so many things I wanted you to...

Know

But in prayers, it doesn't seem real

Ouhooohooo Ouhooohooo

Now I have to learn to let you go

Hold on to memories you left me

Ouhooohooo Ouhooohooo

I'll tell you sooner if god just let me

10 years went by

The hurt has faded but it's still there

Only pictures and videos help me remember your face

But I can't recall what the sound of your voice is like

But I'm still here today, wishing you would've made a different choice

I've made a list for you to read

I never had the time to tell you everything

Cause there's so many things, so many things I wanted you to...

Know

But in prayers, it doesn't seem real

Ouhooohooo Ouhooohooo

Now I have to learn to let you go

Hold on to memories you left me

Ouhooohooo Ouhooohooo

I'll tell you sooner if god just let me

Where do I begin?

Does it really matter now?

Every memory looks so blurry

And I can't tell if you were there or you were not

Maybe those prayers would've been useful

I'm so sorry

There's so many things I wanted you to...

Know

But in prayers, it doesn't seem real

Ouhooohooo Ouhooohooo

Now I have to learn to let you go

Hold on to memories you left me

Ouhooohooo Ouhooohooo

I'll tell you sooner if god just let me