When i was looking at the barrel of the gun

I realized no one could save me

no one could hold me

so when he pulled up to my face with a piece in his hand

I didn’t understand I was a fool

I was a fool

Oh, I was so terrified

thought I was fighting for my life

Never see my momma or my sister or my child

Oh, I was so terrified

thought I was fighting for my life

I thought God just threw me aside

You’ve never felt a feeling like that before

I thought i was gone see my best friend in heaven

Oh

Then all of sudden

nothings important

all of the chains and the whips that i wanted

All of the things that I though God had promised

couldn’t save me now

My mother told me

At night things get ugly

At seven o’clock I should pray to the man above me

Oh, I was so terrified

thought I was fighting for my life

i’d Never see my momma or my sister or my child

Oh, I was so terrified

thought I was fighting for my life

I thought God just threw me aside

When my face was looking at the barrel of the gun

I thought my momma wasn’t gonna hear from her son

It was a late night and i did everything so wrong

And my life flashed but the gun didn’t go off