Oh how i'd like to believe

That something's coming for me

But there's nothing

Why do I pay this price

This heart inside my chest just keeps rolling the dice

And I'd do anything to give my soul

To something other than the devil for once in my life

Is this destiny? Is this fate?

Waking up alone every single day

Like every book on life's shelf

Is filled with lessons on how I only need myself

I only need myself

Dig your nails into my skin

Just so I can feel your touch again

This is my Songe d'Automne

My one true love, rock bottom

Always by my side, tried and true

My loneliness stands the test of time, not you

Solitude, always a friend to me

It's helping hands sure I don't come up to breathe

My head down beneath the ocean blue

I myself stand the test of time, not you

But there's nothing