Losing senses

I feel very drained

If living brings me pain

Might as well go insane

Why is it so unfair?

It's hard to hold on

To see the mask I wear

Not to start this silently

How do I tell 'em I'm losing it?

They speak but they won't listen

Nobody heard me cry

Pain I'm tryna hide

Is it too much to feel alive?

Losing senses

Saying things I shouldn't

I feel like I'm chasing a feeling

That bends me to my knees

I pray to God telling me it's hard

'Cause he's the only one I've relied from the start

Wish I could find love

That doesn't leave a scar

They speak but they won't listen

Nobody heard me cry

Pain I'm tryna hide

Is it too much to feel alive?

Alive, alive, alive

Alive, alive, alive

Alive, alive, alive

Alive, alive, alive