What was said in the past? I think I'd broken up

I can't tell you I'm mad, 'cause I don't feel it much

I don't hold any hate, 'cause I've been taught a lesson

Feelings go to the grave with only one projection

We're one and the same, what are you fighting for?

The blood down my arm, makes me intolerable

Weighing out your options, but you don't know me yet

I make pain look so easy, I keep holding my breath

You said you never started, but I could swear that you did

At the end of beginnings, I'm pretty sure I should quit

I don't seem to listen, push myself into the floor

I'd ask you what you thought of me, but I don't wanna know

Played this out, it's so obvious, you never cared before

Keep all my grudges inside of me, you keep pushing me more

I say all this behind some gritted teeth and a monotone voice

I know you hate me, just admit it, you don't care 'bout a choice

Please don't kill me yet, it's not my time to go

Am I already dead? I'm sure you'd love to know

It's not far from here, my place is so much colder

What's all this broken order? I bet you'd love to know

Please don't kill me yet, it's not my time to go (Weighing out your options, but you don't know me yet)

Am I already dead? I'm sure you'd love to know (I make pain look so easy, I keep holding my breath)

It's not far from here, my place is so much colder (You said you never started, but I could swear that you did)

What's all this broken order? I bet you'd love to know (At the end of beginnings, I'm pretty sure I should quit)