I make myself cry when I wanna

When life gets a little too good

I'm delicate tormented misunderstood

But really I just like the drama

I get high every time I get anxious

I get anxious when I get too high

I schedule my time minute by minute

So I don't get a minute alone with my mind

I'm everything you wanted

The girl you barely deserve

You know everything about me and you're head over heels

But you've not seen how senseless feels

No you've not seen how senseless feels

I get sick when it's time to have courage

It's a nasty bug I can't shake

If I can't do it perfect I can't get done

But at least abandoned is not a mistake

I'm everything you wanted

The girl you barely deserve

You know everything about me and you're head over heels

But you've not seen how senseless feels

No you've not seen how senseless feels

I'm the girl you bring to meet your mom

See I told you she's beautiful but she's a ticking time bomb

I'll yes ma'am no sir my way out of hell

But the yes ma'am hides how far I fell

I'm everything you wanted

The girl you barely deserve

You know everything about me and you're head over heels

But you've not seen how senseless feels

No you've not seen how senseless feels