Sometimes I swear that everything's ok when it's not ok

If I pretend it is then maybe all of this will just go away

If it's alright with you

I'd like to take a moment to say

I think that knowing you you probably don't wanna hear it

Don't have to understand me

Just need a little grace

When I say it

So let me say

I don't get a lot from this

I am just addicted to the feeling of your pain

When it's washing over me

Don't wanna be here if we're swimming upstream

And in the night when

I'm sitting all alone in the dark

I let it all crash down around me watching my world fall apart

If it's alright with you

I'd like to take a moment to say

I think that knowing you you probably don't wanna hear it

Don't have to understand me

Just a need a little space

To relay it

Just let me say

I don't get a lot from this

I am just addicted to the feeling of your pain

When it's washing over me

Don't wanna be here if we're swimming upstream

I don't get a lot from this

I'm just addicted to it

I don't get a lot from this