Thinking bout a lot in it

Hoping I can dive into it

Hoping I can get my consciousness and my mind with it

Too many times I've been feeling like I'm dying

I been

Off the rails, man, I tried to kill myself last night

It's too many things, I'm really doing wrong I can do right

It's too many times I'm all alone with shit I cannot fight

I'm bout to say fuck it and really just dip in

Too many times I be dipping

Too many times I'm not living

Too many times I just look at myself, and I know that I really be livid

Never know if I am living

Too many things just be shifting

Depression just come through the door, you know it's gon kick in

The bucket, I be feeling so rowdy like fuck it

All my **** know that I be struggling

I be feeling so down in the public

Hope my **** know that I just love em

If I'm gone, you know I'm just above you

You know that I will always be here for you

Near for you, even if not with each other

It's too many things that I fear

I don't know where I am at

Always stuck in my head

I don't know when I'll be back

It's too many things that I feel

Life feels like heart attacks

Man I lost all my will

Hoping it'll come back

come back, come back

Hoping it'll come back

Hoping it'll come back

Hoping it'll come back

come back, come back

come back, come back

Said

I don't know where I'm going

I don't know who I am

The spiral starts to happen, and then it starts again

And then my mind is crashing, feel like a ton on it

Money not coming in, I feel like I'm done with it

Feeling I'm done with life and demons I tried to fight them

They way too big like titans

I'm tryna to keep myself together, like a screw I'm tightened

I'm tryna to keep my guard up, but I'm just tired of fighting

and my room is a riot

in my room I be crying

in my room I be dead and set on just fucking dying

I don't know if I'll be in the ground or just fucking flying

I don't know if I'll be in the heavens or fucking rotting

Sometimes I fucking plot it

Thinking bout all the times that I just be thinking I'm good

too many times I don't know if I think that I should be

I don't really like living; I don't really think that I should be

said

It's too many things that I fear

I don't know where I am at

Always stuck in my head

I don't know when I'll be back

It's too many things that I feel

Life feels like heart attacks

Man I lost all my will

Hoping it'll come back

come back, come back

Hoping it'll come back

Hoping it'll come back

Hoping it'll come back

come back, come back

come back, come back