I miss the sky

I miss the trees

Miss when the air was clean

Back when everything was green &

Now, we’re repeating scenes

I hate the toxins

hate the losses

Hate these artists, too obnoxious

I’ve been on it, then got off it

Spin in circles like we’re washing

Again

Heard they said something but it just got lost in the wind

Lotta things I did before I wish that I could regret

Birds are chirping, I’ve been learning that you’re not what you did

& all the hurting had a purpose, lets you know that you’re living

A lotta shit I did I’m thinking I didn’t

And with the hits you gotta still take the misses

I

Hide

Indoors when I should be there

Out

Side

I’m

Living life the wrong way

Wrong way

Oh no

I’m

High

But looking at me, wouldn’t even notice

& that’s alright

I’m just living

Life the wrong way

Wrong way

I hate the way they all be talking

Hate the camera, photo shopping

Hate the drinks and mixers that they offer at the party, always

Miss the inebriation

feeling like I was fading

I really didn’t wanna wait

Just bury me in Momma’s basement

And even with everything that I miss, I miss more than all of it

And when I go on trips, I keep you front and center part of it

I know you’re doing better but I wish you knew how hard it is

To keep it going knowing this the lowest that it’d prolly get

I’m nodding off while watching movies

Brain’s taken some damage lately

Address me now as stupid, see me everywhere til you hate me

Crossing shrooms and lucy, I’d be doomed if I take it today

I’m lost in all the movements, who’s to lose it if I go insane?

I’m praying for a better day, but yet it’s all the same still

Thanking God I made out the clutches of the pain pills

And even though I’m healing be lying if I said it ain’t kill me

everytime I ring your line

I miss when you were here

Assuming I would be alright

I’m lying when I say I will be

Nothing here can heal me

I feel like