You had a smile that brightened up my soul

My other half, you made me feel whole

Felt like a child, you let me handhold

She played her cards right, couldn't help but fold

Shared our first kiss then you planted the seed

Working a root after deflowering me

The way you let your son shine gave me more cocoons

You his shining star, I'm tryna be his moon but too soon

I wasn't perfect

I'd rather fight and argue than go back to feeling worthless

But under that surface, that spark, she's gonna lose it

Her heart wants it but the mind can't do it

If she's hearing this, I hope you're healing, miss

Realizing I'm capable was an amazing experience

I wish you and him the best, maybe it don't stay serious

Or maybe this is it, point blank period

I miss you

I wish I was dead

You don't know

How much that you meant

To me