Can't Bare to Look

I used to play with a boy, his name was Death

He'd sneak up on me at night, I'd feel his breath

He'd tell me secrets about the world below

We'd dance, he'd fuck me and then he'd up and go

When I was young, I believed that I was bad

I stayed up talking to myself, just going mad

This boy was my only escape, my only friend

I drew my lipstick on and let him drive me 'round the bend

So diabolical, the pain and pleasure of pretend

I can't bear to look, so don't make me look

My night time pal, he knows my sins so well

I can't bear to look, so don't make me look

No hope in hell of ever getting well

I wonder, where did my mind go?

'Cause in my head, I'm still 12 years old

I'm cold and I'm damaged

Looking for the night time fix

'Cause I'm tired and sick of my own

I wonder, where did my mind go?

'Cause in my head, I'm still 12 years old

I'm cold and I'm damaged

Looking for the night time fix

'Cause I'm tired and sick of my own

Twinkle, twinkle, little lie

You're a bad kid, go to your room and cry

Bad kid, bad kid, say your prayers

He will get you unawares

Bad kids get what they deserve

And you'll get much worse if you lose your nerve

I can't bear to look, so don't make me look

I can't bear to look, so don't make me look

I can't bear to look, so don't make me look

I can't bear to look, so don't make me look

I wonder, where did my mind go?

'Cause in my head, I'm still 12 years old

I'm cold and I'm damaged

Looking for the night time fix

'Cause I'm tired and sick of my own

I wonder, where did my mind go?

'Cause in my head, I'm still 12 years old

I'm cold and I'm damaged

Looking for the night time fix

'Cause I'm tired and sick of my own