How Did I Get Here?

How did I get here? Lying in the sunshine All I have is tears Watch them as they fall I'm wishing you were here This was supposed to be a good time This was supposed to be our year Now there's nothing after all How did I get here? I guess it doesn't really matter I try and pass the days Without you on my mind Without you next to me This is feeling like a bad dream I'm doing it again I thought about you one more time I'm sending out a message via satellite Where are you tonight, my dear? We're all missing you right here We're lighting you a candle in the dead of night Where are you tonight, my dear? We're all missing you I'm sending out a message via satellite Where are you tonight, my dear? We're all missing you right here Lighting you a candle in the dead of night Where are you tonight, my dear? We're all missing you How did I get here? Lying in the sunshine All I have is tears Watch them as they fall How did I get here? I guess it doesn't really matter Try and pass the day Without you on my mind Without you next to me This is feeling like a bad dream There I'm doing it again I thought about you one more time