Change my appearance to a disappearance

Im so selfish and narcissistic

Cross out another friend from the short list

I can't write my way out of this

Admired for weaving words together

Riddled in rhyme

Little do they know I can barely live inside

My body most of the time

Destroy the old, to build a new

A monolith of bliss

But the cracks in the mirror show

A lifetime more of this

You're just a day-tripper gripping my truth

As transparent as the pyramid at the Louvre

What did we learn in Saturn's return?

Foreign observer just stay safe and observe

Foreign Observer

Foreign observer

Wake me up when you yourself are found

Foreign observer

Don't make eclipses out of my shadow on the ground

Foreign Observer

How long can you sit and watch this hole I am in fill up?

My spirit be crushed by gravity