I Heard That You Died

You drink to take the pain away And I write these words to feel the same Believe me I haven't moved past And you'll always have a piece And I'll continue to live But always incomplete You left me with a sigh of relief And ever since I've hated to be me I think of you most of the time And what our lives could have been like You're the reason why I can't fall asleep at night And you're the reason I'm watching every sunrise You're the reason I grew up too fast And you're the reason I can't get past this I heard that you died The joyful spirit I once knew Is no longer inside of you And they keep telling me I'll be fine But I don't feel alright I heard that you died They keep telling me I'll be fine But I don't feel alright I don't feel alright I know I always smelled like smoke But you were the one who made me choke On all my words On all my words No matter what your friends say Love isn't supposed to feel this way It isn't supposed to hurt And no matter what your friends say Love isn't supposed to feel this way It isn't supposed to hurt It isn't supposed to hurt It isn't supposed to hurt