So Low

Lately I've been feeling so low I don't know how to get around it "What happened to me?" I don't know I don't know how to get around it Lately I've been feeling so low I don't know how to get around it "What happened to me?" I don't know I don't know how to get around it I think I'm cursed by a blessin' I never paid no attention The one who came for collection Goes by the name of depression Man I was only a teen I think back then I would dream I'm not too sure it's complicated I made it a routine To bottle up and forget It's like I went into debt Cause I was rich in content Now all I feel is upset I blamed it on that brunette For playing Russian roulette With my heart, but I confess Soon as I got her undressed I lost that train I was on Felt like the pain was all gone But soon as that night was done That train came back on the run All things come to an end though She played me like a Nintendo Hold up, let me switch up that tempo Voila presto I wish I really made this up But I'm venting, no inventing Every second, second guessing Bout investments That I made with a bitch That I met back-back-back In my freshman Hold up I'm refreshing Loading Even though my heart is Broken I know my mind is fine But something inside Me realigned and I changed Lately I've been feeling so low I don't know how to get around it "What happened to me?" I don't know I don't know how to get around it Lately I've been feeling so low I don't know how to get around it "What happened to me?" I don't know I don't know how to get around it Same shit, just a different day Shot me with a bullet, and it ricochet To my temple, and it echo's your name If I let it go, could it please be today I'm smoking every day Twice as much as I did before Cause all I feel is pain Twice as much as I did before You see these drugs ain't helping me I feel like I'm melting please Let go of that spell you keep on me You see these drugs ain't helping me I feel like I'm melting please Let go of that spell you keep on me Lately I've been feeling so low I don't know how to get around it "What happened to me?" I don't know I don't know how to get around it Lately I've been feeling so low I don't know how to get around it "What happened to me?" I don't know I don't know how to get around it