Always Countin'

There's always numbers in my head A counting hunger that must be fed I got some pills by my bed Supposed to eat them but I count them instead Now am I crazy? am I mad? I've run out of fingers they're all I had I'm always counting I'm always counting Only trouble is I'm counting on me I wake up aching I count the pains The storm ain't breaking I can't count the rain I count spectators but the crowd just grows I'm a speculator of the highs and lows And I've been playing with a loaded deck But the cards are claiming I'm a nervous wreck