Trying Not to Love You

My God, what does it mean When I call To talk And I fall apart If you won't pick up your phone Guess I can't Admit I'm in Over my head That I'm falling down that slippery slope and climbing back into your bed Please baby Let me go on living in the eye of the storm Please baby Let me go on thinking that I'm in control When I'm When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When he leans I lean Hanging on his candor Just another fan girl If he goes I follow, 'cause Maybe if I'm with him I won't get to thinking Please baby Let me go on living in the eye of the storm Please baby Let me go on thinking that I'm in control When I'm When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When he leans I lean Hanging on his candor Just another fan girl If he goes I follow, 'cause Maybe if I'm with him I won't get to thinking It gets harder and harder and harder to ignore The bad things When you keep on you keep on you keep on giving me things that ain't good It gets harder and harder and harder 'cause I'm starting to see What you're keeping from me And still I'm begging for more and more baby When I'm trying not to love you (When I'm trying not to love you) When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you (When he leans) (I lean) When I'm trying not to love you (Hanging on his candor) (Just another fan girl) When I'm trying not to love you (If he goes) (I follow, 'cause) When I'm trying not to love you (Maybe if I'm with him) (I won't get to thinking) When I'm trying not to love you (Trying not to love you) (Trying not to love you) When I'm trying not to love you (Trying not to love you) (Trying not to love) When I'm trying not to love you (Trying not to love you) (Trying not to love) When I'm trying not to love you (Trying not to love you) When I'm trying not to love you