Need to Change

It's 5:33 I'm awake and my bed is all covered in sweat I can't sleep And there's blood on my sheets Yeah, she likes it rough But I don't think that she likes the things that I love I need more Than she wants to give, no I know, yeah, I know you want me to change But I'm fucked in the head I can't break I know, yeah, I know you want me to change, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, yeah I stopped blaming me Now I blame God for my ways, do you see? I'm a slave To my self-loathing brain Never thought I'd see a girl like you in this place Where men are like dogs, and the girls dread the chase I can tell You're just numbing the pain I know, yeah, I know you want me to change But I'm fucked in the head I can't break I know, yeah, I know you want me to change, ooh I know, yeah, I know you want me to change But I'm stuck in my ways It's a shame I know, yeah, I know that I need to change, oh, oh, yeah I just needed a fix Guess my timing was right You had just joined the mix I was sold And I needed a taste Didn't have to put a lot of work into this girl She saw my contentions and gave me the world I'm in love But I will fuck this up, ooh, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah, yeah I know, yeah, I know you want me to change But I'm fucked in the head I can't break I know, yeah, I know you want me to change, ooh I know, yeah, I know you want me to change But I'm stuck in my ways It's a shame I know, yeah, I know that I need to change I know that I need to... Why are you crying? I'm not like your last man I don't give a damn Why you still trying? Run back to him now I'm sure he'll understand Why are you crying? I'm not like your last man I don't give a damn Why you still trying? Run back to him now I'm sure he'll understand I know, yeah, I know you want me to change But I'm fucked in the head I can't break I know, yeah, I know you want me to change, ooh (no) I know, yeah, I know you want me to change But I'm stuck in my ways It's a shame I know, yeah, I know that I need to change, whoa, oh (Destroyed my life) (Destroyed my life)