Nothing Is Beautiful

The lump in my gut is a constant reminder of all the disappointment Webs that arc over my stomach leave me a stranger in my own bed People come and people go Feeding off of other lost vessels I'm never all quite there My desire to hurt myself hurts everyone else Everything is my own fault, but I'm in love At least I think so, I got to be in love with something Is it the reality or the dream? I always see one face in the black How do I stay faithful without faith? I am destruction, I am destruction Picking myself apart, I'll wander forever My future is sold (is sold) We are never and always want to be alone Good intentions make loud the off-beating of your heart Skin's tight against the bone Listen up Nothing is beautiful Nothing is beautiful Nothing is beautiful Nothing is beautiful Nothing is beautiful Nothing is beautiful Nothing is beautiful Nothing is beautiful Nothing is beautiful My future is sold (is sold) Never and always want to be alone Good intentions make loud the off-beating of your heart Skin's tight against the bone I'm dragged across the pavement but not bloodied by the street The weather never makes a goddamn choice Still not ill from the cold nor heat Take my skin and then leave me bare Stay warm and sleep, I'll drive A breathing ache The ever lonely road, open and empty The night makes the road feel endless My fate seems to come alive A pile to be cleaned up in the morning So that others may move on with their lives The glowing lights peer back at me My nails draw blood in my palms They're ready to jump This career was always suicide Lesson learned Happiness and hope end in death Love ends in death Nothing is beautiful Let me be clear You are entitled to nothing You are entitled to nothing You are entitled to nothing You are entitled to nothing