Countdown

Countdown Like an astronaut my mind set to the moon A psycho naut destined for eternal doom Now times finally caught up again Slowly fading in Up, up and away Then the wave came crashing in Down, down splash hit a wave Rip myself inside out, outside in Im screaming out Im feeling deranged, Im not okay Im going insane, Im not okay Will I live? This is the end Ending up like this? I feel deranged, Im not okay Im going insane, Im not okay Where is my empathy I so long to crave? This isn't ecstasy, just a mad mans escapade So here it goes Now the sweat on my face turns to goosebumps at the scene I feel my heart cross a beat, as if between dreams Is this the end? Rip myself inside out, outside in Im screaming out Im feeling deranged, Im not okay Im going insane, Im not okay Will I live? This is the end Ending up like this? I feel deranged, Im not okay Im going insane, Im not okay Oh mass confusion, Woah Feels like the after glow that we know Through the ages, woah Feels like eternity is next to me