Unperfect

Do you remember that one time, I told you I love you But for some reason, All of my actions, can't seem to follow through Do you remember at one time, I had all the answers Well that was a bluff, I guess it wasn't enough cause I think that you know the truth Yeah you know just want it's got to be I'm unperfect, take it personal I've been trying, I've trying, to keep a straight face But you know when it's real, and you know when it ain't I've been trying, I've trying, trying to play it cool But it never ever works, I be making things worse I've been playing in the dirt, praying in the church Doing everything, trying to cover up the hurt See I've been, living on an island, singing these sad songs, playing on the violin Do you hear the sirens, can you hear the silence Can you hear my thoughts, do you know where my mind is? Are you appalled, aye do you need a Silas I know it's my fault, I'm just trying to be honest Now that I know what the problem is, I was afraid to acknowledge it You know I never meant to hurt you so, but it's ok to take it personal Now I don't know what you think of me, and I don't know if you still love me Do you still want me, Are you proud of me, Am I still worth it, even though I'm unperfect I got a whole bunch of imperfections, I really hope you got the message I keep trying to earn, what I don't deserve, still trying to count my blessings And I'm open to suggestions, yea I'm trying to learn some lessons But one thing that I learned, you got to just let it burn, these are all of my confessions Its hard to accept it, I don't do good with rejection, I don't do good with reflections Sometimes I be flexing and feeling myself, but sometimes I wish I was somebody else All of these things I be feeling inside, look, its just a matter of time, hey As far as your eye can see, I think you know what it got to be