The Decay of Disregard

I feel something cruel within me Calling out It calls my heart to wonder Far from here It troubles my dreams The thoughts of leaving It claws at me Leave everything I've come to know and depend on Buried hidden meanings at the edge of everything Slowly there corroding every bit that's left of me Buried hidden meanings at the edge of everything Slowly there corroding every bit that's left of me The weight is not mine Weight is not mine alone Though you pretend you comprehend it The fear is not mine, the fear is not my end Though you attempt to keep me in it Did you even try to find me? Did you even care for one last chance at reconciliation? Do you know how long these veins have ran? Remnant of red that stains your hands We are all but to our hand again This familiar place of discontent Are you ready for the Apocalypse? When our hearts implode, from this corrosion. Buried hidden meanings at the edge of everything Slowly there corroding every bit that's left of me Buried hidden meanings at the edge of everything Slowly there corroding every bit that's left of me You must know And you all... but must know The fear is not mine, the fear is not my end Though you attempt to keep me in it The weight is not mine Weight is not mine alone Though you attempt to keep me in it Did you even try to find me? Did you even care for one last chance at reconciliation? Do you know how long these veins have ran? Remnant of red that stains your hands