Fade Away (feat. Whoispax)

Download my thoughts since I put them online 'Fore this bullet leaves my brain, really opens up my mind Doesn't matter how I feel, I'll just say I'm doing fine Spending so much fucking money, like I'm running out of time I'm the captain of the new wave Friendships capsize, nobody's getting save It's a warning, you should stay away Swim close and then watch me fade away Paypal money coming in Bitch I'm drowning They tell me that she wanna come and swim I'm busy counting Shine so bright, finna guy hit by lightning I just feel the void, but at noon I can't find it I got everything I need I know you're not here But you're a nightmare in my dreams Really wish you'd disappear cause I could barely get some sleep And I don't really like to talk, I just wanna wait and see You don't see me when I'm gone Don't see you empty Fuck everybody else I'm a one man team I just wanna disappear, since I'm never really here I'm a cloud drippin' tears with the ice chandelier I guess they don't care, young trash twenty years Don't know what I'm doing, don't know why I'm still here (Don't know why I'm still here) I just wanna disappear (I just wanna disappear) (I just wanna disappear) I don't wanna be here (I don't wanna be here) (I don't wanna be here) I just wanna disappear I don't wanna be here When you see me I be flexin' Actin' like I'm fine But inside I be stressin' And now I'm second guessin' Baby talkin' money, really I'm just countin' blessings Oh, you thinkin' that you know me now But if it's true then I need you to show me how Only hangin' with my homies now I know I'm stupid thinkin' you would hold me down I don't know why I stay awake I'm livin' in my dreams, I just wanna fade away Give a fuck what they say Got my team by my side I just wanna stay safe I don't know why they all fake It isn't what it seems, I just gotta maintain Now the sky's always grey From today until day Let me down in the grave